Stop running away

Running away was my past. Conscious living is my present.

Several people I walked away from.

Several painful relationships and stories.

Several photos, dreams, and hopes.

For fear of them being too much to deal.

For fear of them feeling to much for me.

For fear of me being too afraid to face the pain.

I was unaware...that running away from my own life was running away from my Self.

I do not blame my coping mechanism now.

I know better from my heart space that what I was doing then was purely to save me.

To keep me alive.

To have me survive from the resources that I had then.

And I am here on earth only one time.

I believe I am here more than just to survive.

That was past.

This is now.

For my Self to truly experience peace, freedom and happiness, I choose to stop running away.

I choose to surrender.

I choose to deal.

I choose to feel.

I choose to heal.

I choose to allow my Self something bigger and brighter.

It is me who can save me.

I am choosing me.

I got me.

My body wisdom got me.

My higher power got me.

The universe got me.